Dear Beloved Viewers,
Yah, so I am aware that I have not been updating lately and ya'll are probably mad at me too for that. But right now I have so much going on in my life I just don't even know how to sort this out. Life is not perfect and maybe will not turn out the way you want it, I am finally starting to see that as much as I do not want to. I want to go to boarding school in California when I am in high school. Hold up, gotta turn the light on and close the blinds.
Yea, so where in the world were we? Oh yea, boarding school. I really wanna go to boarding school in California that is close to a beach and LA if that is possible. Right now I am on Spring Break and my mom said not to talk to her again and that she does not want to hear me. So wana know how that happened? Probably not but I will say anything to make me feel better. I didn't vacuum the house when she was sleeping but I never do anyways cause I never think to. But I just get the impression that she hates me anyways cause it sure seems like that. So, to prevent forgetting things, me and Tree made a list of what I should clean. And I will hang it somewhere I will look. Hmm... Maybe on my door? I dunno, somewhere that catches my attention. But my life is sooo confusing..
Guess what? What? I got highlights! When? Oh, my friend Tree did it like on Saturday or something like that! Can I see? Oh sorry, you won't know the difference cause you haven't seen me. At least most of you. Aww, you suck! Suck what? EWWWW! Oh no, you are EWWWW, I didn't bring it up. Ha!
I am pissed at Jake Abel. UGH!!!
I hate baby-sitting on my breaks. How is it a break when I have to watch stupid kids?! I cannot do anything that I want to do. UGH! My mom has no idea what I am feeling and never has the conscious to ask me.
Guess what? What? I am deppressed. Why? Cause my life is screwed and this song makes me wanna cry. Awwww, I feel bad, I am so sorry for you. You know what? What? Do NOT tell me that you are sorry, cause you aren't, are you? Huh? Do not tell me that screwed chiz, kay? Sure...
UGH! I wanna cry but I cannot bring myself to. Huh, wierd. I do not feel like crying! Can you find me? You do not know where to look. So HA! Don't even try. This is a heads up! Hand of Blood is my favorite song right now. It is by Bullet for my Valentine. I don't know why. Ugh!
Well, don't know what else to write. Gotta go feed my lil' sis cause the crappers are being mean and letting her go to bed hungry crying. So, gotta go satisfy her... BYE! Comment about something please! Just anything!
Love,
Cinderunzel
Book of the Day: The Alchemyst by Michael Scott
Song of the Day: Hand of Blood by Bullet for my Valentine
Thing of the Day: Grass
Person of the Day: Samantha (my lil' sis)
Secret Assignment of the Day: tell me about your day and how you are feeling. Could you just talk about anything really? I dont care what it is right now. I wanna hear something!
I'm finaly crying now. And all the tears are going to my white rice.
ReplyDelete*hugses* I don't hate you. I'll never hate you. I'd miss you SO much if you went away to school. I wish I could make all your tears go away.
ReplyDeleteMy day was good. I got outside, washed my car, taught and came home for dinner. Cleaned up the living room a bit, and then played EVE for a while.
You can call me to talk if you're allowed to. I don't mind. I'm free all Tuesday afternoon. Do you think your mom would let me come over and watch the kids for you if I called and asked her?
I'd love to see your highlights, I bet they look cool. I think I'll get my hair cut tomorrow. It's getting long and I like it shorter in the summer.
I miss Nala-wala-koala. Give her hugs for me.