The Secret Assignment of the Day

Mission: Would you rather, be locked in a port-a-potty and have it knocked over while using it OR be locked in a cage with a tiger. For a whole week about the tiger one.

Directions: Comment and tell me your answer

From: Agent M.M.A.E.

Bowling Reunion!

Dear Amazing Viewers,

I am here at my 5th grade teacher's apartment. She is the best teacher I ever had/will have. We went bowling today somewhere in Michigan.... Haha anyways and now we are playing Would You Rather on her iPod Touch. It is sooo funny. Well I got to see my friends that I have not seen since 5th grade!!!! It was FANTABULOUS!!! I have known one of the girls since 1st grade and she is the bestie of the besties.
So get this, I have a friend who bellydances and lets me paint their nails. Suuure, that's okay, IF YOU ARE A GIRL!! Well this person is a guy. And no offense to him but he has alot of weight on him (sorry bestie but it is true). I am going to his New Year's Party and I am gonna paint his nails red. So far I have painted them pink and green. Green for bowling and pink for this thingie that we go to every quarter at our school. But this guy everyone thinks  is gay even though he is not. Do you want to know how I know he is not gay? Well, he told me and my best friend in the whole wide world, that he is in love with us..... yea, see what I mean??
Well, this has been lots of fun. Stay tuned for the Secret Assignment of the Day!
With Love,

☾їηḋℯґυηẕ℮ḽ♥

Secret Assignment of the Day

Mission: Write a song and post it on here for me, take your time.

From: Agent M.M.A.E.

Thanks for putting time and effort into this!

Music Is My Life

So, music is just about the MOST AMAZING thing that was ever invented. Thank you to the genious who invented music! I love music and my entire life is revolving around it. It makes you happy, filled with joy, depressed, angry, mellow, and every emotion you can think of. I love all kinds of music. I don't think that anyone could ever live without it because without music our planet would be lifeless, do you agree? I want to get an acoustic guitar this week on Thursday! I play piano and am a singer. An amazing one at that!

I added more music to my iPhone and I heard new music selections on my other blog. Would you like the link? Well here you go, she's all yours: http://cinderunzel.tumblr.com/

So be sure to check that out! Look up on YouTube the British band called One Night Only.  And look up the song Such Small Hands by La Dispute. I admire that song. It's amazing. British music is also the most amazing thing.

☾їηḋℯґυηẕ℮ḽ♥

Stuff of the Day

Book of the Day:  Maximum Ride: The Angel Expirement


Song of the Day: Now You're Gone by Basshunter and/ or Saturday by Basshunter
Thing of the Day: A movie

Animal of the Day: Kikapoo?

Person of the Day: Shane Ciora

Secret Assingment

Mission: Tell cinderunzel why you hate vampires and/ or like them. (eek! I just swallowed a watermelon seed! I hope a Watermelon plant doesn't grow inside of me!)

From: Agent M.M.A.E.

VAMPIRES SUCK! Don't they?

So, with four of my best homies, I saw the movie Vampires Suck. So here is my review for it: The movie sucks as an actual movie, but since it was a comedy, it was good in the role playing of Twilight. That was the point, to make fun of the Twilight Saga and they suceeded. So if you are in the mood for a comedy, you should go see Vampires Suck, and if you despise Twilight and the sage for it, I recomend you going to the movie theatre and seeing this incredibly funny comedy. It will give you a good laugh, I know it did with me!

What is even better, is you should grab a couple friends to see the movie, makes it more fun to laugh. You have someone to laugh with and share popcorn or such with! Do you think vampires suck? Well, I think most of them do! Hahaha

☾їηḋℯґυηẕ℮ḽ♥

IDK WHAT TO DO BUT I GUESS I GOTTA KEEP ON DOING MY CONFESSIONS (Usher song names Confessions)

Ok, so here's my problemo. I know this guy who likes me and I don't really know if I like him back, he makes me happy and I look forward to talking to him and he eats Slim Jims. He makes me happy though! I dunno what to do! I am not allowed to have boyfriends or anything like that but if I said yes I don't know how it will work out because we don't live by eachother. He is such a great guy, we have lots in common, and he makes me look forward to talking to him. This is a problemo because I can't control my emotions and I can't make myself stop liking him. Yes, there I said it, I do like him. And I like the dream I had with him in it. He's so nice that Shane. Haha. Any advice here?! I need it like now!♥

With Love,
☾їηḋℯґυηẕ℮ḽ♥

We All Live In A

Mad MAd MAD World, who could agree any better?

The Secret Assignment Are Back!!!!

Tell me what you did last night in excrutiating detail!

Your Most Definetly Truly,
☾ḯηḋℯяüᾔẕ℮ḽ

Summer Days Are Too Long And Boring And Don't Change Anything In My Life

People who read my blog,

Ever been on summer break and just was excited for it when you were in school? And when you are actually on summer vacation you are too pooped and bored because it is too hot and your friends are places so you have nothing to do? Well, I feel that way too. I wanted to get alot done this summer but NOOOOOOOO! I couldn'. The only thing that maybe changed in my life is that I met a new person who I do not like anymore and learned new music selections. I really hope that the song I am writing is done before the end of summer vacation so I could post it on YouTube. Right now I am borrowing books from my Piano teacher and I am rereading Specials by Scott Westerfeld. Good author by the way. I don't think I will cry this time over the book. Well, this summer I wanted to do something different from the others. Like maybe go to California or something like that. I was supposed to go to Ukraine but I couldn't. I know I still have time to do something different than sit around in the house and read, ride bikes, text, and be bored to death. But what much of a choice do I have? UGHHHHHH! Nothing has changed from last summer to this one. It just maybe got even more boring. And what really sucks, summer vacation is almost over. Have something to say? Well please I do ask of you, share with me on that little comment thingie down there. ☟

With Not So Much of Love,

☾їηḋℯґυηẕ℮ḽ

Wierd Dream Last Night

I had a weird dream cuz it was wierder than the one that I was getting chased by a fly the size of an aeroplane. Well, here is how it went:

This guy I know named Chase lived in the apartment above me and we were going out. Now see, I am not allowed to have boyfriends in reality. But my mum was gone and it was just me and Chase in my room, and then my mum came home. So I am not allowed to have boys in the house and so I cut the light off and pretended I was sleeping and Chase just sat there in the dark. So the thing is that we really REALLY like eachother but in reality I barely even know this kid. So then we start making out. Wierd...?! And another thing is that he looked like the Chase I know with another kid that I know. Wierder...?!

With Love,

Cinderunzel ♥

60th POST!

Can you believe that this is actually my 60th post on this blog?! I just woke up about an hour ago and sat on the balcony eating, enjoying the sun, and how it surely shouldnt rain today. I had breakfast Russian style! Tree is now sitting by me and watching me do whatever on the laptop while we are listening to Passion Pit the song Cuddle Fuddle. Yes, I know that sounds queer(wierd) but I already knew that because I am queer(wierd). :) So... What to talk about, what to talk about. So yesterday I went to the mall with two best friends and watched Letters to Juliet. And afterwards in the car I had some Hot Tamales candy and it was so hot that I actually started to weep. It was pretty funny. I say that I wont eat them again but there is a 99.99% chance that I will. So how was your day yesterday or maybe your weeks. Was it good? Bad? Boring? Happy, exciting? Well, gotta go now!

With Lots of Love,

Cinderunzel ♥

Wednesday April 28, 2010

Dear Beloved Viewers,

So as you know, today is Wednesday the 28th of April. And today I finish a book that my Soul Sister wanted me to read called The Little Prince. On account to that, I am now reading The Magician's Nephew and have already finished it. Did I mention that I started this today? Well, I have if you did not hear that from someone else. This is about the only Chronincles of Narnia that I think is interesting and that I like to read. I own the book to because I had my bestie take the book from out Language Arts teacher for return of me taking a book for her. No one even reads the books so that is why we have a right to take them and give them a nice good and warm spot on a bookshelf that will be read. Right? So we are not doing anything wrong. The Magician's Nephew by Clive Staples Lewis is an excellent book from my point of view. And yes I am aware that I have not been updating lately but the thing is I do not have many many viewers so it is not my fault, you know? And plus I had better things to do than sit for hours on the computer. It is nice to sit and listen on your balcony of the songs the birds sing. It is very peaceful. Only if the cars and the houses and other man-made things would be gone, I would think that this world is perfect. If only the world was one gigantic and magneficent flower, right? Yea, sure you agree with me. Gamer was a good movie for your information though it was kind of wierd. I think my favorite part was when the wife was in Society with these wierd people and the song The Bad Touch by The Blooh-Hound Gang was playing. Oh! There goes my alarm on my iPhone that it is 7:00! Wow, time goes by so fast but sometimes really slow. Guess what? Today when Tree and I were walking, we took some tulips that no one cared for. I took a yellow one and Tree took a red one and we exchanged tulips like the wonderful sister's we are. There goes the song of the birds again. My kitten is taking a nap through this and I guess because she knows that she will not catch them or maybe the sound is just soothing. Ahhh... What shall I do now? I think that I will maybe go do my homework, just maybe. Okay, yes, I will go do it so that I can get an A on both of the papers and pass my two classes. So, enough about me, it is always about me ME ME! That is not what this blog is about! Goodness. All people really do on their blogs is talk about their life, well, here is the deal: I will keep writing Awesomeness if you do to. I want to hear about you as well as you would like to hear about my extrordinary life. So if you PLEASE, click the comments and tell me about yourself and/or life (if you are new to this blog, tell me about yourself please.) Thank you so much out of the kindness of you souls.

Love,

The One and Only Magneficent,

Cinderunzel

Book of the Day: The Magician's Nephew by Clive Staples Lewis

Song of the Day: Something That I Cannot Remember by Passion Pit

Thing of the Day: Tulips

Animal of the Day: Bird (Is Canary a bird? Cause that is what I am thinking of)

Person of the Day: YOU

Tomorrow is Lazy Sunday!

Well,

Tonight I am spending the night with Tree and we are trying to pull an all-nighter and maybe a nighttime adventure but you do not know what that is, right? And do not expect me to tell you what that is. STOP! HOLD IT AND DO not THINK WHAT YOU ARE THINKING! I am now listening to some wierd dancing band called The Sparks cause Olivia (Tree's older sis) wanted us too. And she is dancing with Nala who is currently trying her best to bite Olivia while Olivia is swinging her around. And she is like murdering her (Nala is)! Olivia just says that Nala smells bad and I think Nala needs 12 packs of TicTacs. I want an apple. NALA! GO THE FUCK TO BED! STOP BITING THE CRUD OUT OF US! You and me baby we aint nothing but mammals so lets do it like they do it on the discovery channels. Sorry, me and Tree are trying to watch Gamer cause we like movies like that, you know? You know, right? NO, YOU DONT KNOW! Hahahaha I am laughing my arse off. I really need to finish The City of Ember and The Year of Secret Assignments. I will try to do that tomorrow. Well, this has been fun and entertaining to your health, huh? How about running to get an apple and then kick back and relax while you are eating an apple which is ME! YOU ARE SO CRUEL TO ME! WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS TO ME. YOU ARE A DISGRACE TO THIS WORLD! YOUR MOTHER SHOULD HAVE NEVER EVER EVER NEVER EVER GIVEN BIRTH TO YOU! Well, I think I am going to go get an apple and then kick back and relax to watch Gamer. Well, bye!

Yours Most Dearly and Truly,

Cinderunzel

Book of the Day: City of Ember by Jeanne DuPrau

Song of the Day: You And Me Baby Ain't Nothin But Mammals by The Blood Hound Gang.

Thing of the Day: Cupcakes

Movie of the Day: Gamer

Person of the Day: Ashton Kutcher

Animal of the Day: Mammals

Uh...

So,

As we all know or maybe don't know, today is the dreadful day we call Sunday. Do you know why we call Sunday unfair? I already discussed this with you but okay, Sunday is the last day of the weekend for most people. And that sucks because there are so many things you did not get to do, right? Yes, so I know that I have not been updating as daily as you may need or want but I just have so many things on my mind right now and so many things to do, read, plan, places to go, people to see, and dominate the world from bad book endings. Trust me, you wouldn't have much time either. Well, I finished a book yesterday called Unwind by Neal Shusterman, just so you have a book to read. It is depressing and confusing but REALLY good. Right Now I am currently reading Magyk by Angie Sage which I want to finish today cause it is a book I had someone take for me and I cannot bring it to school to read. Hee hee's. Guess what? I now own a Wii and I like playing fitness and stuff but I do not get much time to play the Wii cause it is a WASTE of TIME. I could be doing more interesting stuff. Right? Am I right? Well... Uh.. I don't know what to put. I have been thinking, you know how sometimes bloggers use their blog to talk about themselves? Well, how about you people out there start commenting and putting what YOU are doing. NOT ME. I want to know what you are doing cause my princess life is not ALL that exciting. If any of you have a FaceBook and are not friends with me: look up Cinderunzel Oleksandrivna Kolkova. For those of you who have a MySpace: look up Anna Volkova. You got that? Cause I would be delighted to have more friends and those who LOVE my blog and want more of the Princess. That is your Secret Assignment of the Day: Add me as a friend. If you do not have a MySpace or  FaceBook, then your Secret Assignment is to make one and add me as a friend. Do  you hacce that? MAKE ONE AND ADD ME AS A FRIEND!!!

Love,

Your One and Only,

Ultimate Princess,

Cinderunzel

Book of the Day: Magyk by Angie Sage

Song of the Day: Kissin You by Miranda Cosgrove (Never said I like it or didn't, I asked my sister what she wants)

Thing of the Day: iPod

Animal of the Day: Plesiosaur

Person of the Day: Logan Lerman (Do not ask why, he is a friend on MySpace)

Inside scoop!

Dear Viewers,

I did some inside scoop today on what I did at school. When I as in every class, I wrote exactly what I was doing at that exact moment and what I was thinking. So you get to go inside my school with your imagination and inside of my head. Maybe tomorrow I will make a couple friends do it too. So comment if you want me to ask some people other than me to write down what they think. Well, here goes nothing!

1st Hour Science

I was sitting there in science while my teacher was writing our daily question on the board. I was thinking why we call it a "daily" question if we do not do it everyday? Hold on--

Okay, I am back. I had to switch seats because on the day we come back to school from our Spring Break! I was sorry to find out that me and my best friend Tree were separated by four seats which IS a lot because now I sit at a lab table all the way in the front while she is the last in the back, the row next to me. Now we are reviewing our diagram project about physical and mechanical and chemical weathering. Me and Tree are glancing at eachother as if to say "What the Hell is she talking about?" and Tree was like "She sounds like a giant Ass!".(From Meet Bill quoted by Logan Lerman known as the Kid in the movie) Mrs. Science Teacher is being confusing talking about how we did fairly well and had "spelling issues". "Ground water is nothing more than water." Well duh! It sas it in the topic title. "What does rust have to do with rocks?" And I was like "Oh! I didn't put that but you still ar annoying." Hold on, gorra grade a George Washington Carver paper!

2nd Hour Japanese

Okay! I am back! The bell rang for our next class and now I am sitting Japanese 1A while my Japanese teacher is talking about about what countries surround Japan! I love my Japanese reacher but she talks way too much! Now I just raised my hand to tell my teacher that the Poland president and 96 other important people died in a plane crash! Now she is going on and on about that and NOT Japan. See what I mean?! I just pulled my friend Marina's hair. And no I am kicking her (In a friendly way, not a mean way). There is never anything new in this class. We are back on out Japanese topic after like fifteen minutes of Poland. Eew! She just said that Japanese people like to eat cooked Eel with barbecue sauce and rice for like dinner or lunch! She said when we do sushi she will bring some in! I am sooo not trying that cause I hate sushi and I am a Vegetarian. Today we are learning names of countries in Japanese and write them too, uh oh, she just pulled something out. What is it?! Well, gotta go!


3rd Hour Language Arts


Sat.


Lunch


I ate at my usual spot at the lunch table that I sit at and fooled around with Theresa and Cali! Theresa packed me a lunch as well as her.


4th Hour D.A.I. Healthy Living


I walked through the Science class doorway and took a seat next to a girl by the name of MacKenzie. Then the bell ran and our Science teacher walked in the classroom to assign our seats to us. When we were assigned our seats, I ended up sitting by MacKenzie again! Funny how that works out, huh? Now she (Mrs. Science Teacher) started saying this class was not all about sex education, sex, and all the other little details. She says it is about gender and how our bodies change over the uears. Now she is talking about smoking, peer pressure, advertisement, and how her father smoked for sixty years and is now on an oxgen machine. "The Immune system is not red" or "You die if you do not have an Immune system." are some this she just explained. She just said that one of our Science teachers is a registered nurse. We just recieved our syllabus.


5th Hour Math


Can't say, too much to do. Math work. Grade paapers.


6th Hour Choir


Sang and SightRead


7th Hour Social Studies


I wrote down my daily warm-up which is not really daily. But I actually told my Social Studies teacher what I did over Spring Break but I wrote it down instead of telling him. So now I am sitting and listening to people- Now we are talking about Economics and blahblahblah and how we buy more imported goods and what our wants and needs are or if we make a living on making stained glass then we need paint or glass or whatever. This class is  probably the most boring class of the day. There is nothing much that goes on in thia sclass, so I think I will take a nap.


Okay, so that was a draft that I forgot to publish a couple days ago. So I am publishing it now! I really hoped you like it!


Love,
Cinderunzel

Experts! Chapter One of Book One Genesis By: Anna Volkova

Chapter One

The world is cruel, the world is confusing

The girl sat with her forehead against the cool glass of the window, watching the sun rise just like every day. She held her expression with a frown. She had long brown hair that touched the tip of her bottom and amber eyes that looked golden in the sunlight. Her complexion was pale but not too pale, just above the shade of peach or Caucasian. A shade or two under Albino. That girl was me.

I was sitting on couch cushions that you would probably consider large pillows. It was the 9th of May and my birthday was two months away from today. Of course, it was a school day and I hated school. All I wanted to do is go climb a tree and read a good novel. I heard footsteps approaching my bedroom and turned around. The door knob turned and the door squealed as it opened. My cat, Nala, stood in the doorway and strode into the room. I followed her with my eyes as she came over and plopped down right next to me. I turned back around to watch the sun again and pressed my forehead firmly against the cool glass of the window. Nala sighed next to me. It was quiet and then I heard Nala suck in a breath.

“Are you not going to school today?” she asked me. “You know you should. Don’t miss another day.”

My fists clenched at my sides but I kept my gaze out of the window and my voice cool. “There’s no point in going when I could just make up the work. Besides, they should not be taking away time from out summer and I don’t even have any friends. I didn’t make any all year and don’t intend to.”

“There is always a point in everything.” Nala said simply.

“No!” I yelled. “There is not always point in everything! Is there a point about why my father and Tray are dead?! Is there a point into why Red is a soul-sucking mutant? No! There is not!”

“Odesae, it is just the workings of God.” Nala said calmly. That made me laugh. I think she was being serious though because it didn’t sound like she was kidding around this time.

“God! You have got to be kidding me! There is no ‘God’! God would not kill my family.” I said.

“Odesae.” Nala said firmly. “This is not a joke. You need to go to school. It’s almost thee end of the school year. You shouldn’t fail ninth grade.”

My fists unclenched and then clenched again. I couldn’t stand going back to school. With everyone whispering how a loner I am or guys rating me one to ten and calling me hot, thinking that I cannot hear them. And the teachers. Oh Bloody Hell the teachers. I could imagine them now, whispering in each other’s ears probably how I am so smart but lack a good attitude towards them, how I probably caused the deaths of my brother and Jonathan, how I was so much like them both. But for Nala I would do anything what she says because what Nala says: goes. I don’t want to disappoint her. She was the closest thing I had to a non-bubbly person in the world besides my family.

“Okay. But I am only doing this for you,” I said. “And I am only doing it once. Okay?”

Nala looked at up at me and looked me in the eyes, hers twinkling and smile plastered on her face. “Really?” she asked me.

“Yes really. Now go so I can change before I change my mind and decide that I’m staying home.” I replied in a tone that was telling her I was annoyed by her now

Nala walked out of the bedroom closing the door behind her as she went, leaving me where I had started. By the window with my forehead against, looking at the sky turn pink to orange to yellow to blue. Well not blue yet. I got up and strolled across the room to my closet. I reached my had forward and slid the Chinese styled doors open, then I walked in to the walk-in closet and began to randomly pull clothes and a pair of shoes out of their places. In the end, I was left with a pair of white flats with a deep plum purple skirt and a gray cami tank top. I reached for a white pullover sweater that was hanging on a hanger and got dressed. I walked over to my vanity dresser and pulled out a hairbrush and comb. I slowly began to run the comb through my hair and then pulled it back into a ponytail. I didn’t really care about what I wore or what I looked like, but always ended up with something decent.

I walked out of my closet and slid the doors shut behind me, grabbed for my backpack, shoved everything in it thoughtlessly, slung over my shoulder, and crawled out of the window. I didn’t feel like facing my mom or sister or even Nala with her stupid nonsense about ‘God’. I pulled the curtains shut and slid the window back, then placed the screen back in its place. I began walking to the bus stop by the road. When I got out onto the road I saw two kids standing there and one walking, I looked up. The sky was orange and bluish, the sun still rising. I heard voices coming from behind me and ignored it. I didn’t care what any of these people said to me. I kept walking forward. I was getting closer now to see that the two figures already at the bus stop were Iris Yellowwine and Xavier Lee Brown. They stood by the sign that read ‘STOP’, so I walked to the opposite of the road because I don’t want to be by them or really anyone. I felt the breezes as the cars came by and my hair flew just a little, whipping my face. Iris was walking over towards me. “Hey, Odesae.” Iris called, waving her hand at me. I glared at her.

“Can I help you or are you lost?” I asked sarcastically.

She ignored it. “What? No ‘Hello Iris’ or ‘Hey! How’s it going?’. Well.” Iris said. I watched her turn around and walked back to Xavier Lee Brown. He looked at me funny, I guess feeling her pain of rejection. I glared at him too and his expression softened.

I heard a faint loud growl of the bus engine that was getting closer. Then I heard kids screaming and running as their feet pounded the pavement. The wind was nipping at my arms and blowing my hair into my face. Moooooooo-raaaaaiiiii-aaaaaahhh! I silently sang to the wind and all of a sudden it had stopped. Moriah was my name for the wind and I always called her by it. The bus engine was really close now and I realized that the bus was now in front of me. The kids behind me were fighting and pushing each other to get in front of one another. Before the doors opened or before I could lift my foot to take a step, I heard my name being called. “Odesae!” I turned around and saw Nala running towards me. Everyone was staring at her. She shifted into a cat and I wondered if anyone had noticed. But before she could reach us, she shape-shifted back into human form. “Odesae.” She said.

I stared.

“Odesae, you forgot you lunch. I didn’t see you leave.” She said.

I could tell that everyone in the bus was looking at her too, including the ones down here. Then everyone’s gazes averted to me. “Thanks.” I said angrily and snatched the brown paper bag out of her hands quickly. She turned around and began to sprint. When she was out of sight, people behind me resumed talking except this time about how she was so ‘hot’ or ‘pretty’. My fists clenched again.

“Shut up!” I screamed when the bus doors opened. The bus driver stared at me with wide eyes. Everyone was staring at me from the inside of the bus and out. It was silent. No one said a word. There were no birds singing, no cars moving, no chatter and laughter, no growl of the bus engine. They were afraid to say anything, I could just tell.

Iris came and put her hand on my shoulder and said “It’s okay.”

I jerked away from her as if she had smacked me. “Don’t touch me. Ever.” I said through clenched teeth. “Don’t touch me again. I don’t want any of you to talk to me or even look at me. So shut up.”

Iris’ eyes looked hurt, but kept her face still and expressionless.

Then when I set foot on the bus, everything in the world resumed. The noise of the engines came back. The laughter and gossip continued as nothing happened. The cars came whipping by. I climbed the rest of the steps and sat down in my usual front seat, my forehead resting against the window. The bus jerked forward and the trees came rushing past. Why did Nala have to send me to school? Why did she have to some by just to give me my lunch? I knew better than to lose my temper o anyone. I had only lost my temper once and when that happened, time felt like it stood still and I had ended up killing him or her. I couldn’t remember too well who it was. It was only a couple years ago.

Everyone on this bus annoyed me so much. They wasted their lives away by talking about foolish things and gossiping on how horrible this person looks today or how this someone is the weirdest kid in school. They never think that at any moment they could die. There could be a bomb set off by terrorists or dropping dead out of nowhere. I mean, my father knew he was going to die before his time. He was like me. He was different from everyone else. But now he was gone and the worst part about it was that he was murdered. He left journals behind, but I never took the time to look at them because I could not bring myself to do it. It would only bring tears. And I never cried. Never in my life, not even as a baby.

I had always known that I was different but I hadn’t known why. To this day, I still do not know why I am like this and why I am different. What is wrong with me? Was there even anything wrong with me? Was I may be insane or gone mad? Why was I not like everyone else? I saw the truth. I could see the truth in the world. I could see the world’s cruel self and all the people in it. I was not part of that. I never even would be. How could I blend so perfectly with the shadows and not stand out? This never made any sense to me either. The world is like a jigsaw puzzle. The pieces are hard to find, but they all fit. The problem is: there isn’t a piece for me. I didn’t match any of the pieces. I couldn’t fit. But why was that?

I recalled a flashback from when I was born.

My mother, Natalia, was screaming with pain. I could hear her when I was pulled out. The strange thing was that I did not cry. I was wet all over. The nurses were rushing back and forth. I was grabbed by one of them out of the doctor’s hands. She rushed me over to a sink and other nurses helped her clean me. The water was warm. They washed the gunk out of my full head of hair. They rushed me over to a bed and wrapped me in white cloth. Then they rushed back to the doctor and handed me to him. He hand me to my mom. But when my mom’s fingertip brushed against me, a pipe shattered. The water came through the ceilings. Walls fell apart. Through my wide baby eyes, I could see the building in turmoil. My mother’s bed was rolled out of the room and both women and men were running around, screaming and in a state of panic. My mother held me tightly to her chest. It was calming to me. I fell asleep.

I couldn’t remember anything after that. That was the only baby memory I have. The only memory that was far back was memories from when I was at the age of three. The bys came to a halt and the doors opened. Kids flooded in and neither of them asked to sit with me and none even glanced at me. Their eyes passed right over me like I wasn’t there. They all took a seat and once again the bus was moving. I watched the scenery of houses, trees, and cars go by in a blur. What if I couldn’t survive this school day? What if I just couldn’t make it? Do not be afraid, Odesae, My father’s voice came flowing into my mind. Was it really him or a quote he used to tell me so I would not fear the world? He always understood me better than I had myself. I wished he were here.

My eyes began to water and my fists clenched again in my lap. Water began to flow from my eyes. Tears. I took my clenched fists and quickly brushed away the tears. No one could see me this way. I had never cried and that was the first time that I have. That emotion was weak. Crying was a weakness and so was sadness. My father’s voice came again. It is okay to cry sometimes. No, it’s not. Not even when you miss someone. I spoke back. I realized that his voice was not in my head, it was in the wind.

How could I control weather? How could I speak to wind? How could I hear my dead father’s voice in it? Hush, listen to within. The answers are in the elements, your friends, and yourself. What? Who am I, Dad? Who am I? I asked. I could feel the wind carrying back the message to him and then reply back to me. Listen within yourself. That did not make any sense to me. What do you mean? I asked him silently. I waited. There was no reply. Don’t be afraid to express your emotions or to confide in someone. Why would I confide in anyone except Nala? I don’t tell her exactly everything. I do not confide in anyone. There was no reply from my dad.

I had almost lost my temper and if I had, everyone standing there would be dead. And it would be my entire fault, all of my fault. Iris. Iris? What did she want from me? I mean, she’s spoken to me a couple of times at the bus stop and I would say a quick ‘hello’ or ‘hey’. But today I just was not in the mood. Xavier. He had that look with me. He liked me. But no, that doesn’t work out because I have never spoken to him in my life. Not even a greeting or a ‘sorry’ if I bumped into him in the halls of our school. But that’s the thing: no one has ever bumped into me. It was like I was untouchable.

The bus had come to a stop again and jerked forward. I came back into focus and saw that we were at school by now. How could I have not been paying attention to my surroundings? I wasn’t even aware of being near the school. How could I not be alert? We could’ve gotten into a car accident and I wouldn’t have even been able to tell. I wanted to hit myself for being so idiotic and not what I was supposed to be. I have been so careless today. Three points for the world and zero for me, Odesae. This was not a satisfying start of a day with me today.

I stood up just like everyone else and was the first one out of the bus doors like always. I couldn’t really feel the cold against my almost bare legs, just a lot of wind. I rarely ever wore skirts. My backpack felt heavy slung over my shoulder for some reason all of a sudden. And at that instant, I knew today was going to be a long day. That is if I could make it through the day without going completely insane.

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Well, there you go! Do you want the Prolouge too so you know what is going on?

Sunday, The Most Boring Day Ever!

Dear Peoples Out There,

Yea, so do you ever feel Sundays are dreadful and boring? Do you ever feel they take a long time to pass but at the end of the day ou are like 'Holy crap! Time went by so fast!'? Well, I am feeling like that right now. Tree is 'busy' doing stuff like making hummus and cleaning her room for the hundredth time this week. It doesn't even feel like Spring Break came and went. I hated my break. I got stuck baby-sitting my siblings and my stupid most annoying and obnoxious possibly maybe soon to be step-brother, William! Ugh! He just will not shut up and gives his oppinions to me and Tree when we do NOT want them! Curse him! He has such a big mouth, he tells EVERYONE EVERYTHING! Go to Hell, William. Go annoy somenone there, cause you are giving me HELL! Okay, so I know that was a little too mean bt still. I have the right! And I have been very super nice to him. So at least i try. I stayed inside all WEEK because my mom decided I should watch the little brats!!!!!!!!! ARGH!

I just finished watching the Anime version of Romeo and Juliet. It was waaay different and it was a Japanese show, not a movie! But it was so sad I was bawling like a baby! Ask Tree who is oh so busy and it takes all day to clean her room and cook! UGH! I have no one to hang out with today and nothing to do! I am stuck in the house all day!

I just don't even know. The only fun thing I did this week was something that is between me and Tree who I am pissed at but am trying to be nice to. But that was the only fun thing we did and we couldn't do it again cause it got cold and wet from the rain! And can you believe it is WARM now?! I HATE Michigan and it's stupid weather! HATE IT!

Yours Dearly,

Cinderunzel

P.S. I have some experts of my book

Book of the Day: The Tragedy of Romeo and Juliet by William Shakespeare

Song of the Day: Sorry, I dont know the name of it, it's a Japanese one. Whatever song floats your boat.

Thing of the Day: Good teary romantic and tragic Japanese show

Animal of the Day: Horse

Person of the Day: Jake Abel

Special Edition

Happy April!!!

So, I know I have not been updating my blog this week but I have really busy of trying to get my grades up and screwing around with California and Tree! (Not that way) I am currently listening to L7 the song Pretend We're Dead cause it has been a long time since I have but it just got annoying so I changed it to Drop the World by Lil Wayne. Tree and California were sitting boredly next to me when I was writing this is a draft that I am publishing on my blog becuase I forgot to, so I altering it. We went jogging really early and were waiting for my ma to wake up so she could take the kids to daycare so we can go to the mall! Wake up Mom! So beloved viewers, it was SPRING BREAK! What did you do for it? I sure know what I did and it was BORING!Nala-Koala is chewing on her personal chew toys (Tree and Cali). I love Eminem! I have no idea what to write. So yah. Um, here are some pictures that me and Cali modeled for and pics that me and Tree drew on the sidewalk at the park. So here goes nothing:

Sincerely Yours,

Cinderunzel

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Dear Beloved Viewers,

Yah, so I am aware that I have not been updating lately and ya'll are probably mad at me too for that. But right now I have so much going on in my life I just don't even know how to sort this out. Life is not perfect and maybe will not turn out the way you want it, I am finally starting to see that as much as I do not want to. I want to go to boarding school in California when I am in high school. Hold up, gotta turn the light on and close the blinds.

Yea, so where in the world were we? Oh yea, boarding school. I really wanna go to boarding school in California that is close to a beach and LA if that is possible. Right now I am on Spring Break and my mom said not to talk to her again and that she does not want to hear me. So wana know how that happened? Probably not but I will say anything to make me feel better. I didn't vacuum the house when she was sleeping but I never do anyways cause I never think to. But I just get the impression that she hates me anyways cause it sure seems like that. So, to prevent forgetting things, me and Tree made a list of what I should clean. And I will hang it somewhere I will look. Hmm... Maybe on my door? I dunno, somewhere that catches my attention. But my life is sooo confusing..

Guess what? What? I got highlights! When? Oh, my friend Tree did it like on Saturday or something like that! Can I see? Oh sorry, you won't know the difference cause you haven't seen me. At least most of you. Aww, you suck! Suck what? EWWWW! Oh no, you are EWWWW, I didn't bring it up. Ha!

I am pissed at Jake Abel. UGH!!!

I hate baby-sitting on my breaks. How is it a break when I have to watch stupid kids?! I cannot do anything that I want to do. UGH! My mom has no idea what I am feeling and never has the conscious to ask me.

Guess what? What? I am deppressed. Why? Cause my life is screwed and this song makes me wanna cry. Awwww, I feel bad, I am so sorry for you. You know what? What? Do NOT tell me that you are sorry, cause you aren't, are you? Huh? Do not tell me that screwed chiz, kay? Sure...

UGH! I wanna cry but I cannot bring myself to. Huh, wierd. I do not feel like crying! Can you find me? You do not know where to look. So HA! Don't even try. This is a heads up! Hand of Blood is my favorite song right now. It is by Bullet  for my Valentine. I don't know why. Ugh!

Well, don't know what else to write. Gotta go feed my lil' sis cause the crappers are being mean and letting her go to bed hungry crying. So, gotta go satisfy her... BYE! Comment about something please! Just anything!

Love,

Cinderunzel

Book of the Day: The Alchemyst by Michael Scott

Song of the Day: Hand of Blood by Bullet for my Valentine

Thing of the Day: Grass

Person of the Day: Samantha (my lil' sis)

Secret Assignment of the Day: tell me about your day and how you are feeling. Could you just talk about anything really? I dont care what it is right now. I wanna hear something!

What Up Duo My Homies?!

Dear Homies of the Princess,

Hello! How is your magneficent yet funky day of school, work, etc., etc.? Was it funky but magneficent or was it magneficent but funky? Am I making any sense here to you? Sometimes I do not seem to be getting anything through those thick wooden heads of yours! Just kidding! I am pretty sure that you all are smart and fabulous! So really, how was your day? Did you have track? Was it fun? Boring? Cold? Warm? Did you have a test that was hard or annoying or really stupid and pointless? Did you have a stupid Science Lab where  you are being taught to be retarded? Well, cause I sure did. Did you have boring jobs to do or wacky friends to hang out with while these kids in school are sitting there dying and banging there heads on the desks? Do you have an after school job? Are you eating noodles that you made out of a pot? I am. Is your kitty being a purr machine lying on your lap while you type, trying to bite your necklace? Cause that is happening to me! Okay! Okay! That is your Secret Assignment! Tell me every detail of your day today of what you can remember cause I want to know! And do NOT give me whisper whisper whisper whisper whisper whisper crap that I do not wanna here. I need to know what you did today. Everything you peoples tell me feeds my soul more information and LOVE! I need that! Are Mondays dreadful to you? I wanna hang with you today Tree. Is that by any chance possible? Or was your day today Just Plain Awesome to you? I you guys, you know that right? So basically you know how my day went today. Right? Yes. Of course.

I really wanna finish Everwild by Neal Shushterman! Yesterday when I finished Fang by James Patterson, I was crying and snotting on myself for about one or two hours! The letter Fang wrote to Max was so sad! I thought Fang had died in one of the scenes! I hate you James Patterson for making such a stupid book! Yea, you heard me! (Well, read what I wrote (You cannot hear me) ) Did you like rushing through that book without stopping to think how heart-breaking you are? Like Tree says, that book never happened. I am also going to pretend with Tree that that book never happened or was published or written! But, I WILL try to finish reading Everwild which I found out like yesterday is going to be a Trilogy! How cool?! Um, I am getting bored here right now and wandering off. So ByeBye, I will update tomorrow. Please do the Secret Assignment!

Book of the Day: Everwild by Neal Shushterman

Song of the Day: 1, 2 Step by Ciara

Thing of the Day: Grass

Animal of the Day: Parrot

Person of the Day: Jake Abel AND Logan Lerman

Best Wishes,

Cinderunzel

Who I Want To Marry...

This is the guy I am planning to marry. I will find a way! Doesnt he just have the perfect smile? Ahhhhh..
Halleluljah! Halleluljah! I think I have been touched by an angel!

Cinderunzel

Fun Fun Fun Sunday!

Dear Beloved Viewers,

So usually I hate Sundays cause they are so dreadful to me. You know, cause it is the last day of weekend breaks. But today has been going fairly well. I am almost finished with Fang by James Patterson. I really need to get started on Everwild by Neal Schushterman because I wanna finish it today, you know? Well, maybe you do not know. I got to video-chat with my uncle and grandmother who are currently in Ukraine and it was great cause I have not gotten to see them in a long time. It was a really interesting conversation cause we were singing, dancing, talking about Harry Potter, talking about PJO (Percy Jackson and the Olympians) and Greek mythology, talking about books, what it is like here and in Ukraine, and sending pics to eachother. Would you like to see what my uncle looks like? Of course you do.  So here he is:

Okay, so the last one was kinda funny looking and wierd but that is okay cause it is my twenty-one year-old uncle we are talking about here. I wonder what he was doing. But I am glad to find out that we have alot in common and like alot of the same things. Cool, huh?

So Tree is over now and I am very disappointed cause none of you (except Tree) did my Secret Assignment so let us try do to that again. Well, I gotta go cause Tree is over!

Book of the Day: Everwild by Neal Schusterman

Song of the Day: Drop the World by Lil Wayne featuring Eminem

Thing of the Day: A book

Animal of the Day: Liger

Person of the Day: Uncle

Quickly.

I dont feel like writing too much right now but I was stopping for a moment to say hey. Kay? I am doinga this pretty fast. I will update later when I am finished with whatever it is I am doing. So leave a comment about whatever and I will write about that. How does that sound?

Book of the Day: Fang by James Patterson

Song of the Day: I'm Not Your Boyfriend by 3Oh!3

Thing of the Day: 10$

Animal of the Day: Ostrich (not sure if I spelled that right)

Person of the Day: Tree Kolkova

Secret Assignment of the Day: (drum role please!)

Tell me your most deepest, darkest secret. Feel free to be Anonymous. Do you want me to do it too? I cannot think of a secret to tell. Huh. But if I do, it will be Anonymous. Have fun!

The Re-read Different Books Week. Monday..

Dear Beloved Princess Viewers,

So yah I know that I have not updated all weekend but that is because I have found myself doing things that I have never imagined myself ever doing. Or music that I would never have imagined myself listening to. For example: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4pXfHLUlZf4 and 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NisCkxU544c. 

If you view them, you would see why I never imagined my self listening to that. Hah! But I like this song too. Here, click and paste it in the bar up there. It is a good song. It's called Boombox.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8yvEYKRF5IA 

Those are my funny videos which are also inappropriate. Funny. So would you like to know why my title for this topic is called what it is? Well, here is my reason: I am re-reading the Harry Potter series by J.K. Rowling, going to try to re-read Maximum Ride and read Fang by James Patterson, re-read The Alchemist by Scott something I can't remember-Oh! Michael Scott I think, re-read Magic or Madness again when I read it last week (heehee's), The House of Night series, and The Year of Secret Assignments. Probably Percy Jackson and the Olympians too. Maybe. I already finished the first Harry Potter book today. I read a couple pages yesterday. And this weekend I finally typed some of my books one the laptop. I wrote some more too. Then today in Science, I started to write my fourth generation out of nowhere. Weird, huh? But my story is going great.

You know what? Today was not that bad of a Monday at all. I mean, my shoe fell off when I was walking to the bus but that was funny.I forgot what I was going to write.. Sorry. Uhh... I have lots to do and lots to write,right? I have to get my grades up majorly to all A's before the end of the term. I have one C+!!!! ARGGG!!!! Dude, that sucks major balls, right? Uhh... What the heck was I gonna say? Huh.. So tell me about your sucky or non-sucky Monday day for you. Monday's should be the worst. Oh! I remember what I was gonna put! I was gonna write that you know how I was on a role last week with the awesome days? Well Sunday pretty much sucked balls. But Sunday is the start of a new week. Right? So I had pretty much good days. This week is like Bleh to me right now. Hope it gets better cause I like seeing Logan Lerman in thongs. Hot!

Love,

Cinderunzel

Friday...

Dear Beloved Cinderunzel Viewers,

Okay! I am so sorry I did not write yesterday or update anything, I just had such a busy day Thursday. Remember how I said that I was on a role of good days?! Well, the role keeps rolling. I am cracking up over here at home watching videos by The Lonely Island. I like the song by them Jizz In My Pants and I'm On A Boat. Hilarious! Even though the title is so wrong and the song. But if you saw the video and listened to it, it is funny. I am serious this is a funny song. I actually like it.

So can you believe my ma made me stay home because she woke up late and didn't have time to dress my bro and sis so she made me stay home just for that. Because she wanted not to be late for work. I actually wanted to go to school and that rarely happens with me. In fact, it NEVER happens. I was like whoa. Goodness. It would've been a perfect Friday. Me, Tree, and California were gonna wear all yellow today so we would match. Funny, right? Then Tree is gonna spend the night tonight and maybe California, I hope. It will be so much fun. We are gonna take turns reading the whole Harry Potter series! That will be fun! Now I own The Order of the Phoenix! Can you believe that?!

And Fallenhero, I would love to go to Borders with you on Sunday cause I really need Fang by James Patterson! And maybe some other books. I just have to make it final with my mom. And I already finished Magic or Madness Trilogy by Justine Larbalestier. I e-mailed her on her website that she should make another book for Magic cause she just kinda left us hanging like a hook, don't you thing? I liked rereading it though. Now I am rereading The Alchemyst and the Harry Potter of course. But yah. Oh! And I made a short story for Secrets if any of you wanted to know even though you guys don't know what my series Secrets is, do you now? Nope, didn't think so. Well would you like to know what it is about?

Secrets is about teens who have supernatural powers. There are different generations for the previous generations who have kids or whatever. It is not as dorky as it sounds, it is actually really serious. These teens have to save the world from something that I have not figured out yet. The first book is called Genesis. 

Odesae, the main character, is a loner who does not trust anyone except herself and Nala, her cat who can shape shift into a human girl about Odesae's age. Odesae's father, Jonathan, is dead and so is her brother Tray. Someone murdered her father and she doesn't know who. Her older sister, Red, is a mutant who sucks people dry from their auras and the life goes right out of them. That is how Red lives. That is how Tray died. Xavier is Iris's best buddie and they are the most popular and good looking people in school. They have supernatural talents just like Odesae. Soon, they become friends. They come up with a name to call the talents and call it Secrets. Something went wrong at their births and that is how you know you are Chosen to save the world. Odesae is the leader of all of the kids and teens to save the world. But can she find who she truly is? Or will she be kept wondering with her dead father's whisperings in the wind?

Well, when I finish the book and when it comes out, I hope it will be on your bookshelf for you to read. Remember, it is called Genesis, A Secrets Novel. Okay, so I think for your Secret Assignment of the Day, you should write me a short story to read. I would love to see where in the world you imagination is at. And if you can make a good story. Well, gotta go potty. Byebye.

Yours Truly,

Cinderunzel

P.S. If you have any advice you need from me, just comment or send me a message at my email. There are two: cinderunzelvolkova@gmail.com OR a.slimrocks@hotmail.com

My Quote I Just Made...

"Being retarded is not being stupid. Being retarded makes people love you more than they already do."

Made by
-Cinderunzel

Wacky Wednesdays are Amazing!

Today was the greatest Wednesday of my life! I mean I am on a roll. Yesterday was great and so was today! One, Me, California, and Tree made up and are not mad at each other anymore. Two, I met someone cool and awesome today by the name of Julia. Three, I am not telling you! Four, me and Tree watched a movie today. Five, I had no homework. Six, I finished a book. Seven, it was really really warm today outside. Eight, I tried Tree's mother's mashed potatoes which are really really good. Nine, I finally love frozen fruits that are not just raspberries! Ten, I can finally do the splits and cool tricks with a hula-hoop! Omgoddess! Aren't I on a role?! So today was great as you know. Let me tell you about Julia. She is really really pretty and talented with the hula-hoop!  She dances while she hula-hoops and it is really beautiful! 

I checked fanfiction and my favorite fanfiction is updated! YAY!!!! I don't know what I should read next. That stupid jerk Matt Poole still has my book The Year of Secret Assignments! And I want it back because he told me that he did not even read it except for five words which I do not believe. But yah, I really really want to got to Borders so I can get Fang by James Patterson. But noooo, my mom never has the time. Bleh. Help! Can someone give me Fang by James Patterson?! I need to read it! 

My kitty Nala-Koala is more tamed now and not as fierce as before. She is a bunny. I mean seriously, just like I am a fish. Nala is laying right next to me in her little basket being cute and I am thinking about songs. I love music and babbling about things. I babble so much just ask McKenners Peariso. Right McKenners?! 

I have a Science project that is due when?! Friday and we only get today and tomorrow to work on it! Gosh. And I am sorry I am updating this kinda late! But our stupid homosexual Science teacher just hates us soooo much that she has to give us a project with only two days to work on it! What kind of crap is that?! The government is like only putting us in school cause they think of us as burdens that need to be tamed. They do not want to be bothered with kids. I sooooo hate that. What the heck?! I cannot wait until summer. This is gonna be a great one!

I love candles. Come over and you can take a sniff! And Marina, you still have big hair! No matter what!

Things of the Day:

Book of the Day: Fang by James Patterson

Song of the Day: Lip Gloss by Lil' Mama

Thing of the Day: A movie called All I Wanna Do

Animal of the Day: Bunny

Person of the Day: Rachel O' Connor

Secret Assignment of the Day:

Tell me your favorite book that you have read and what it is about. I wanna know cause I am desperate for new books to read. Please!

With A Whole Bunch of Wackiness,

Cinderunzel (the princess)