I am so frustrated right now, all of the stuff I just wrote got deleted!! So no I have to start all over again!! And I am hungry again!! So here goes nothing!
I got home from Piano Lessons about an hour ago. I am going to see Alice in Wonderland tomorrow with Mr. Brent my piano teacher. I wanted Theresa and Cali to go. But Theresa does not want to spend money and not like AMC Theater. Mr. Brent offered to may for here but I turned it down because I thought she would not want to go anyways. Cali still does not have approval and no money for this. I am mad at both of them for some odd reason. Cali has been acting like I am annoying her since Wednesday. I really wanna talk to this certain person. I am annoyed with both Cali and Theresa since lunch today at school. My stupid Science teacher was putting nasty images in our heads by saying her husband cannot shower alone because he just had surgery on his leg or whatever yesterday. So now he needs help in the shower and cannot shower alone. The Science teacher says younger rocks are ON TOP older rocks. Like banging eachother. I was thinking F**************************ck me. Bleh. Then in Math DAI I was learning about misleading bar graphs. Did you know that bread can kill you? Did you know that ice cream makes criminals? Did you know that you can prevent germs from spreading to you by not touching a guys hands because they do not wash them. Well these are all wrong facts. They were misleading things to stop you from doing something and doing some other f-ing thing. (sorry, I am really mad my things got erased) My Science teacher made us touch poop today. Fossilized poop. Or as you would wanna call it, dung. I wanna go to sleep. I want my other thing I wrote which got deleted. This is not fair! I don't wanna do this stupid Science homework that is pointless. I don't want soup. I want my friends sitting near me right now laughing about something stupid I said. I want them here to comfort me. I wanna get time to write in Secrets and The Runaways. I don't wanna break down and cry. I wanna run away. I don't wanna be depressed and angry right now. I want the laptop that I am saving up to buy. I want my mom to spend time with me and not neglect me.
Well you know what?! NOTHING IS WHAT YOU WANT OR DON'T WANT!!!!
You know when you are having those days when everything seems so right and fit into place?
You know when you feel like there is nothing that can stand in your way and you are invincible?
You know when you just know that everything is going according to plan?
Well this is not one of those days for me.
I forgot my homework, I did not practice piano, I want my friends, I want them to go to the movies with me, I feel like I am going to start bawling, I wanna dig a whole and die in it, I don't wanna do this stupid homework, and I am plain out tired.
Yours Truly,
Cinderunzel
I can't solve all your problems, but I can help a bit. I can pay for one or both of Tree and Cali to see the movie so long as they want to come. Unfortunately the closest theatre that has it is the AMC in Great Lakes. We could go farther away I suppose, but that would mean staying out later as well since we'd have a longer drive home.
ReplyDeleteAlice in Wonderland in the new 3D format is going to be awesome.